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| lunarphoenix | Jan 11 2011, 01:15 AM Post #1 |
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I was pretty sure I was a Medium when I was younger. I had seen things that other people couldn't see. But then I had to stop. I shut it off, just like my mother, and her mother, and her mother before her, and so on. It didn't stay shut for long.. I felt like a part of myself was missing if I didn't entertain it now and then. But it flew wide open about a week before I got married. Sometimes I would get 'feelings'... strange sensations that something was 'around' or close to me, or even just not right. I got the feeling that someone was sitting right behind me and looking at me.. the uneasy feeling, the chills on the back of my neck that gave me creepy goosebumps. I asked my husband, also a Medium, if he saw anything. "I can't see anything, but I feel like my Grandma's around.." "Um... huh?" "Well, I get this feeling when she's around. I just feel..comfy, I guess. I don't know how to describe it." I shook it off, thinking maybe he was just nervous about our wedding. Though, I couldn't take it by the time we got home from grocery shopping the same day. It was about to drive me insane, and I just HAD TO DO SOMETHING before my head exploded! So we got home, and he called to her. He asked her to show herself if she was there. I had never seen a picture of her, but I described her down to a T, from her favorite shirt that she was wearing, down to her faded jeans and loafers. It felt like a dam had broken within me and I cried. I cried with tears of anger at first, anger at my mom and her ignorant family for wanting me to hide this gift, and then anger at myself for not doing something about it. And then I just cried. I cried to just cry, just to get everything off my chest. Ever since then, I've seen (and freely talked to at home) spirits and just random things that go wherever they please. I encouraged such comfortable behaviour from it around my best friend that she freely lets her gifts go in our home whenever she visits. Her family doesn't know what she can do, but she let it slip to some friends one night, and ever since then, she's been comfortable enough around us to just let herself wander. She often comes to our place to 'recharge' she says, when things get too hectic. We've had our share of scary visits, and it bothers me that, while my shielding is suitable for me, others that are 'older' think they have the right to say my shielding isn't good enough. Or when I say I'm self-taught, they just give me this eye roll and 'Ohhh, well that explains it.' I never ask them, though I wonder if I should, just what that should explain. Blessings, --LP |
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