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| AmazingAdmin | Sat Mar 26, 2011 8:39 pm Post #1 |
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Pretty simple. You're upset--- spew here. We don't judge. You can use this as an outlet to excersize your drama or even ask for advice/help/comfort We got your back |
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| MickeyMouse | Mon Mar 28, 2011 12:41 pm Post #2 |
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Sooo... Does this replace the vent feature of the 'life' forum? Or is it in addition tO? |
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| AmazingAdmin | Mon Mar 28, 2011 2:00 pm Post #3 |
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An "additional to" You can post here for serious problems that you would rather not mix in with people's stories about socks or elephants. The "Life" thread is more LOW KEY and chill, like the random thread at TSS |
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| MickeyMouse | Mon Mar 28, 2011 7:44 pm Post #4 |
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Ahhhh I see... Lol the random thread... A futile attempt to stay on topic the rest of the board... |
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| Elrona | Tue Mar 29, 2011 5:47 pm Post #5 |
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Ok guys. I'm going to try and leave as many details of this scenario out as possible while still trying to make sense. So the vagueness comes with the territory. You know that friendship blow up I mentioned in the 'what's happened in the past year convo'? Well tonight I'm having major anxiety about it, which happens every so often. Why is it that whenever I see photos of that person or really think about it, I want to take it all back? I know that relationship was horrible for me and when I was in said relationship, I really hated life and everything and desperately wanted out (despite the few good moments we had... we did have good times. But the bad outweighs the good... or so I thought at least), but I want to take everything back. I wish I had never did what I did. Part of it is that nobody else followed what I did. They feel the same way I do about it, but they just toughed it out and still are. They're still all friends, pretending with each other, acting as if nothing bothers them. And I think they were able to do that partly because their relationship with that person is different than the one I had. Ugh. I'm just feeling deep into the regret right now. And jealous. Supremely jealous of all those people being back where I used to be (literally and figuratively). |
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| AmazingAdmin | Tue Mar 29, 2011 9:25 pm Post #6 |
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Hmm well I think that there is nothing wrong with what you did. You had a problem and you excersized all of your resources before making the final decision to find a solution rather than another bandaid. All in all, it's over. You should try and make peace with it and let it go so it can stop haunting you. My personal opinion. |
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| TheWindMagi | Wed Mar 30, 2011 5:57 pm Post #7 |
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Well since this thread is here I might as well just post here instead of making a new thread. I'm sure you noticed my sudden disappearance, and I'm sorry about my but on Saturday I got a call from one of my friends husband. And I feel bad about the way I answered the phone because he and I have never really been close, but we acted civil because she asked us to. But anyways he gave me a call and it was one of the last things I thought I would ever hear. I watch all TV shows like CSI, and Law and Order SVU, and other slightly shocking shows like that, but its so much different when its has to do with you. So back to the explanation, he had called to tell me that I needed to get to Tennessee as soon as possible because Kayla was dead. I literally dropped the phone, ran to the car, and drove there. I didn't know what had happened but nothing mattered but getting there. So when I finally got there, I drove straight through, the first thing I did was find out if Gab, her husband, was okay and if he needed anything. As I said he and I were never all that friendly but the way he looked at me, and they way we talked you would have thought that he and I where the oldest of friends. On my way out there I thought I had prepared myself for anything, but that wasn't even close to the case. It turns out some scum bag saw her walking to her truck and decided "Hey she's pretty why don't I have some fun!" so he took her I to an alleyway, raped her and then slashed her throat. All because he couldn't get his rocks off the normal way he had to rape and kill her. They did manage to pull DNA from his semen, and identified him as some rapist that was on the run, and to tell you the truth it has taken all of my strength to not go looking for him. I don't even know where to start, but I've thought of many thing I would do to him, and trust me they aren't pretty. But at this point I haven't really slept since Monday, not that I was really sleeping before, and my mood hasn't been the greatest since then either. Even after her funeral I'm still not in the right mind set. So again sorry for having just disappeared, but I couldn't help it. And I couldn't really bring myself to post before now. |
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| AmazingAdmin | Wed Mar 30, 2011 6:34 pm Post #8 |
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I wouldn't dare try and offer you advice or sympathy because I cannot possibly know what you are feeling or going through. However, I can say that I love you and I'm here for you, whatever you need. Anything. Call me, text me, e-mail me, come over to my house and vise versa. Anything. I'm so sorry Matt. I don't know if you're religeous or if this will mean anything to you, but it is in my power to pray for you and Kayla's family. |
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| Elrona | Wed Mar 30, 2011 7:02 pm Post #9 |
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Aw Matt I'm so sorry 
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| MickeyMouse | Tue Apr 5, 2011 12:51 pm Post #10 |
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I can't even imagine how hard that is to go through. I'm so sorry. If you need anything, if it's in my power, I'd be glad to help. |
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