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Topic Started: Mon Feb 25 8:07:37 GMT 2013 (183 Views)
Zaki
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Alright, I don't usually like sharing 3D life with those online and I don't even know any of you are interested in hearing me out but this has been eating away at me so I guess it'd be good to tell someone about it.

When I broke up with my ex-girlfriend who I trusted and believed in with everything I had, I turned towards emotional support from my ex-best friend who was like a big brother to me. I never had siblings but this person was like the big brother I never had. Well, he replied to me with words like "be mature" and "we'll be friends again when you grow-up". So right then, I've lost two closest people I had (I never got along with family) and I lost faith in those around me. I've been away from school for a week, being on a medical leave. It turns out, my ex-best friend and ex-girlfriend are now dating. And everything clicks into me. Why ex-girlfriend has been so ignoring and cold towards me lately and why my ex-best friend said and done things he has. It's natural I feel rage and hatred but this is beyond me. Two people I believed and trusted in more than anyone else in the world only turns out to have played around with me and danced me like a puppet in the end. In short, these are things that happened:

1. Betrayed by two of the closest people.
2. Forced on medical leave from school since psychologist thinks that I'm suicidal.

I have been depressed for the last week or so for losing two of my closest people. But now, I think I've traded that sadness for rage and hatred. I feel so much negative emotions I feel that it'll consume me. Obviously they never cared about me and do not respect me as a human being with emotions. I intend to cut all ties with them.



Anyways that's my story. Typing it out here makes me feel a bit better I guess. Thanks for your time if you read this. If you have any advice on anything, I'm listening.
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Nakura_san
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Whether or not you care to share your life problems, there will always be someone interested in listening to them, though, I'm glad you were able to get this off your chest. What happened is plenty reason to be hurt, and enraged. As things are, it might just be a good idea to cut ties with them as you were planning, if not entirely then at least for now. Vent your emotions, decisions on what to do are always best made with a calm mind. If there's anything I can do to help, or anything you'd like to ask, I'll be here
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tjdudangel
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This post seems kind of a month old, but if you still feel this way: Hang in there!! It hurts to know that the two people you believed in and trusted the most has betrayed you, but i KNOW for sure that you will find the people that will truly care for you. What I'm saying right now may sound like a lie, unbelievable, or absurd, but I believe that you will find them, even if I don't know who you are, personally. I'm not even sure if you really want to hear someone nag about how you'll find someone, but I sure know that you will! It may seem a bit stormy right now, the black and gray clouds like that of the Dust Bowl covering the warm sun, but in the end we always knew that the sun never left us. So don't stop believing in that sun, and keep rising to the top, no matter how painful and hard it is!!
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