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Not Feelin' It
Topic Started: Jul 28 2010, 01:38 AM (260 Views)
Foxby
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Whoa, two rants in a row from me.

Anyway.

Lately, I've just been slowly losing any willpower I ever had. x.x It's getting to the point where I don't have the strength to make food for myself (which mostly involves putting it in the microwave) or even playing video games.

I don't know what's up. Maybe I'm chemically imbalanced. I'm not gonna go do something stupid or anything, but the urge to just lay down and do nothing... it's growing every day. x.x I'll have a few periods here and there where I'm fine, and then... well, I just don't want to do anything anymore.

I dunno. It might just be that I don't really have any friends of my own offline, or anyone to talk to (aunt's been getting stupid and bitchy lately, Mom's a slut), or because Olivia's on vacation, or maybe I'm just a lazy slob. Probably all three.

I just... I don't know. I don't want to feel like this. It's just an overwhelming sense of despair and... it sucks. x.x

Maybe I just miss having conversations deeper than "how are you," "what are you doing," and "hey look at this neat video I found on YouTube."

......*sigh* x.x
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Fayt
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I'll give you some wisdom my father would give me at a time like this: " get overit, and stop being a pussy."

but seriously dude. I've had those days. All you gotta do is just force yourself to do something. Go outside for a while. Run around. Get some friends.

myself as an example: I am bored on the base often so I go to the smokedeck and just start a random conversation. I'm not saying you should go out and start smoking (although it helps alot) just hang out with people.

or talk to me. I'm usually around 1300 or 1400 on the east coast
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Just do anything, Jog, Go out and meet people, When your not doing something, You'll want to stay not doing it, but when you force yourself to go do it, You'll feel a lot differently.

Just do anything! Just not nothing.
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