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Ramblings; Crystal vs. Mercedes vs. Xenia RP#2
Topic Started: Apr 19 2017, 10:23 PM (19 Views)
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::It's never good when we begin with an unimpressed sigh, a shake of the head, and fingers pressed against the forehead. Signs that Crystal is doing her best to avoid giving herself a headache. But why?::

Crystal: “Mercedes,”

::Oh.::

Crystal: “Maybe it's that I'm still in my rookie year, maybe it's that you are just returning to the ring, but you just can't. Keep. Saying that. You can't keep saying that you don't know why I'm upset with you when I practically did all but spell out every word for you. You asked and I told you my story, yet here you are still trying to victimize yourself and what's worse is you're saying you respect me. I know, I know it's bad being upset over something like that.”

::She takes a breath in effort to try and calm herself down. She really doesn't want to come across as a bitch here but it's definitely a struggle.::

Crystal: “The truth is I do want your respect, I even want your friendship, but if you're saying you respect me but you don't know why I'm upset with you...then there's nothing more I can do. I already told you my side, it's out there for you to study. For you to figure out. If it's indeed still troubling you, then you need to come talk to me. You can't just keep saying “I don't know”, okay? But...if you'd rather it just stay that way, then fine. As I said, there's little else I can do.”

::She does appear upset by that, but she must continue on.::

Crystal: “It's just lately, I don't know what's going on with you. It's like you're holding a stop sign but waving me through at the same time when you say things like I'm selfish but then I understand I'm for the fans. Then you say we can't be competitive but still share a handshake in the ring. Maybe you're just on edge or something because yes, the tweet was a bit of trash talk but that's what the whole game is about, isn't it?”

::It's what she's been told thus far.::

Crystal: “We spend these moments before the match to try and get into one another's head, but you seem to take a lot of things personally. When I was upset with the fast count you gave, you were upset that I wasn't happy for it. When I shook Xenia's hand, you were upset that I was respecting your rival. When I send you a harmless tweet...well, it's all like you're trying to piece together a puzzle that isn't even there. I don't know what has you so on edge, but it needs to stop. Yes, I was upset because of the unfair finish. Yes, I shook Xenia's hand because insults aside she's a competitor. If you had come to me then I would have gladly shook your hand. But instead you just went and talked about me behind my back. So again, I honestly don't know where you're trying to come from.”

::Crystal lets out a sigh hoping that'll be the end of that for now. She might have to come back to it at some later date but for now she wants to be through worrying about it.::

Crystal: “As for this match, I know I've been rather silent about it and I'm sorry. It's just I honestly don't know how to address the match itself. I've never been the central focal point of anything really. Or at least the one holding it. I mean, how do I even talk like a champion? I don't want to talk down to anyone because I haven't deserved that mark quite yet. For one, Mercedes was a champion before I even knew what a Hellcat Champion was and Xenia was winning matches before I even considered doing this. So aside from keeping up with my training and taking in that visit to Mrs. Schwartz's office, I've just been listening and one common theme that's come up from both Xenia and Mercedes is desire. Desire to win, desire to become the Hellcat Champion.”

::Crystal shifts her weight for a bit before continuing.::

Crystal: “The problem with desire is that it isn't a skill, it's more of a will motivator. You can't hit harder or take anything more when you're just running on desire. Maybe you can kick out that one extra time but your flesh can still be worn down the same way. This all sounds kinda cruel, like I'm purposely stepping on your dreams, but this is just what I've heard before.”

::She looks a little uncomfortable and apologetic saying it.::

Crystal: “But I know the two of you aren't just gonna come in with little more than desire. As it's been brought up, Mercedes is a former champion and Xenia has a long list of names under her belt. However, along with what skills I'm bringing I have my own desire. Maybe you've heard of my own goals by now, that I aim to inspire people. I know I must be a hard to accept role model for that, porn star comes in from nowhere without even a real finisher under her belt and wins the Hellcat title her rookie year. What's probably worse is about this time last year I was part of some Easter egg hunt. My color was baby blue, my favorite, so I was happy about that at least.”

::It would suit her.::

Crystal: “The thing is I made a tweet a little while ago about how silly it would be having someone like myself be the Hellcat champion. One where I may have let a little too much skin out, but you all got the gist of how I was feeling then and, if I'm being honest, it hasn't really changed much since. I still feel like the porn star being the wrestler and now I'm the porn star trying to be a wrestling champion. That's why it's been so hard for me to find anything to say and while I did kinda badmouth desire up there, sorries, it's about all I can go with. Because skill wise? You both know what I can bring and nothing much has changed there.”

::No hyperbolic time chamber for her it seems.::

Crystal: “Now, for this I'm separating my desire from my goal, because the desire is just for the foreseeable future. The desire is...Sakura.”

::Crystal nods.::

Crystal: “Her reign was too tremendous for someone who only became a transitional champion to have beaten. It's...kind of a bitch move and perhaps I'm saying too much for her, maybe I'm even wrong about this whole thing. But if you lose, a part of you at least wants to see them succeed, right? That way you can say... “At least they aren't squandering their win over me.” I don't know, it's probably a horrible thing to say because it just sounds like she's just given up. I mean, obviously, I hope that isn't the case. Though it is how I feel, like Sakura is watching this match and while she may not do it vocally she's rooting for me on the inside? God!”

::She buries her face into her hands holding herself there.::

Crystal: “Just keep digging, Pamela.”

::She continues holding herself there still speaking out through her hands.::

Crystal: “A few weeks ago, Vi mentioned privilege. How Sakura had it and it was something I lacked. I think I get what she meant by that now. Sakura spent an entire year earning the right to say she was the best, here I am stumbling over my own words. Maybe that should be my goal instead.”

::Crystal brings her face up from her hands to look toward the camera.::

Crystal: “To earn my privilege. Xenia, Mercedes, I'm not going to sit here and talk about how I think I'm better than either of you. Because, if there's one thing this mindless set of rambling has proven, I'm a long ways from even becoming your equal. But I don't want that slowing me down. I'm going to try my hardest, it's all I can really say. In fact, it's all I should have said from the start. If I try my hardest and still come out short then it just proves I was only lucky when I beat Sakura. But,”

::Bound to come about.::

Crystal: “If I win then it's going to be the start for me to finally figure out what it means to be a champion. Xenia, this week I'll definitely try and give you everything you deserve in an opponent. One who's holding what you've been seeking all this time. Mercedes, I doubt I'll have time to shake your hand during the contest. If I can't even properly articulate thoughts out of the ring, I don't know how my mindset will be during. But after, whether I win or lose, I'll definitely make the effort in offering you my hand. Out of respect and, hopefully, friendship.”

::Crystal offers up a smile as the scene fades out.::
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