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I've screwed up
Topic Started: Jul 22 2012, 09:54 AM (275 Views)
SoraXsky
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Sorry for this, but I feel like ranting about how much I've screwed up my life. This'll probably sound really emotional and dramatic but i have nothing else to do.

I use to be a very happy person, and no matter what happened, I'd want to make everyone happy.
I've been getting bullied since I was about 5. Mainly for how I look and what kind of a family I live in. It really didn't bother me for a long time. When I was 10, I online dated this guy from Georgia for about a year and a half. When he saw how I looked, he broke up with me and told me I was useless and all that. About a month after that, I started feeling depressed and looked at the world differently. I starting realizing there was no reason for me to be here and I wanted to just die. My family use to fight a lot too, and my parents split up. When I was in grade 7, there was one girl who started bulling me a lot. She use to walk up to me and literally push me. She started a bunch of rumors about me, and I gave up so I told her I would kill her. I had to leave school for a month to go to concilling(or whatever) for anger management. After that, my life became a lot harder, my dad found out I had been cutting myself for a while and I was suicidal.
I messed up in the sense I have made way too many mistakes and I have relied on people too much, so for that, I am sorry to everyone. XD I feel better, thank you for listening to my rant.
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Nameless
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Time to pump you full of drugs. (jkjk)
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SoraXsky
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Why would you ever do that man. WHY.
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SoraXsky
Jul 22 2012, 10:01 AM
Why would you ever do that man. WHY.
Cases of depression that are serious enough are considered clinical, and treated with anti-depressant medication.

I can't rummage through your brain and find out what's wrong with you, but I can be here for you. That's what a friend does.

A guy broke up with you and called you worthless? He's a [male genitalia]

Some [female canine] punched you in? She's not worth your grief.

Anger is like a hot coal that you pick up to throw at someone; only you get burned.

We're your friends. You have other friends too. The opinions of your friends is what should matter.

I think you are a nice, budding, young woman. You'll be fine.
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SoraXsky
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Ozgho, thank you very much. That means a lot *sobs* to me.
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Ozgho
Jul 22 2012, 09:58 AM
Time to pump you full of ponies. (jkjk)
Fixed for you.

And to your post Tiana... Ozgho hit the nail on the head... I've been in the same boat. They aren't worth your time... I know its easy to say, but try not to let it get you down. You have friends who care about you, focus on the good things.

Lawso
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*hugs*
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The lesser minds who would persecute you do so only out of fear and frustration.

They are beneath your notice. Not worthy of your consideration, let alone your scorn.

Also, never tell someone you're going to kill them. It rarely makes them afraid and it just makes it harder to actually get away with it.
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What defines you is not what the You of Yesterday experienced to mold the You of Today, but what the You of Today chooses to do when creating the You of Tomorrow.

(The above statement can be taken as either an opinion about life philosophy, or the ramblings of a guy recovering from a lack of sleep. Both explanations are accurate. :D)
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SoraXsky
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I am starting to take Prozac now, but it tastes really gross ;-;
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