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It's me again; Sorry I've been gone for so long
Topic Started: Aug 2 2011, 02:08 PM (571 Views)
Valentine
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So, I've been missing for a while, I know, and I'm sorry.
I've just been so busy recently, what with my full time job, driving lessons, studying for car theory and getting sorted for uni.
I just wanted to let you guys know how much you mean to me though. I know I haven't spoken to many of you in a while, or really kept in contact (mind you, I hardly even speak to people in Jersey anymore) with you, but you guys mean so much to me. I love you all.

I'm telling you this, because I realized last week just how important friends are, and that you should never let them go once you've found them, true friends are worth more than the world, and hard to come by. I don't want to loose you guys as friends, and I'm going to try and stay in contact more.

The reason for all this is something I told you guys a while ago. My friend Hannah, who had ovarian Cancer. I think my last update to you guys was her all clear. I never told her how much she meant to me, and how much I valued her as a person. We were never really really close, and we never had the kind of friendship where we told each other everything, but we always leant a helping hand, gave a smile, words of encouragement, shared a laugh, and just looked out for each other. She still meant a lot to me. She listened to me in drama GCSE when no one else would, when I was overlooked and friendless, without the confidence to speak up on my own, she gave me somewhere to sit on her table in year 9 english, when I had no one else to turn to, and her kindness helped me ignore the bullies. I helped her whenever she needed it (and when she didn't) english classes not because she asked me to, because I wanted to and had the knowledge to do so, especially later on in A levels, when she missed school due to her chemo. We'd sit together sometimes in the VI form centre and talk. But though I spent that time with her, she never knew the difference she made in my life. And now, it's too late.
I didn't know that her Cancer had come back with a vengeance, or how quickly it all happened. Next thing I knew, I was told that she was dead. I regret not spending the time I had with her more wisely, or being a better friend, heck, staying in contact more, but I didn't, and I can't change that.
I'll miss her more than she'll ever know.
I couldn't say goodbye in person, but I'm going to her Funeral next week. I hope she's out there now, knowing how much her friends loved and valued her.

So, I want to make sure you all know, now, that you've been some of the best friends I've ever had, even though we haven't met, and may never meet - you mean so so SO much to me.

Anamelia x
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Amon
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*Tackle hugs Princess Bubblegum* I'm so sorry to hear about Hannah, sweetheart! And don't worry to much about us, we know how hard you work. (Of course to hear form you more is boss!) We're here if you need us! And we love you dearly!
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Valentine
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*huggleses tightly back*
Thank you sweetie *hugs again*
But yeah, I want to keep in more regular contact with you guys, I've missed you all so much!
I love you too <3 xxx
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Amon
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Well, I think I speak for all when I say we miss you, so yay!
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Valentine
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Awh, I feel loved :)
(See, all this recent activity, I'm keeping my promise!) xx
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Henna Lee
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Aww I'm sorry about your friend *huggles* :(
I think Amon does speak for us all, we all missed you dearly and we're glad that you're doing all right despite certain conditions :)
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Valentine
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*huggles back* Thank you sweetheart.
I just found out there's no way I can get time off for her funeral, my work is too understaffed, and my manager is under too much stress for me to leave her alone right now.
Thank you <3 xxx
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PoisonGirlX666
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I am so, so sorry to hear about your friend. Losing someone who means a lot to you is never easy, and not getting the chance to say goodbye and tell them how much you love them is even worse. I know from personal experience, so my heart goes out to you right now.
Amon certainly speaks for everyone when she said that we missed you, and I'm glad you're back! *hugs*
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Isabelle
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Oh that's terrible, I'm so sorry. Losing some who's so young is always hardest but at least she won't be suffering any longer which is something you can take comfort in. And I'm sure she knew and valued your friendship even if you weren't able to say goodbye.

I love you too. Sometimes we aren't always able to keep as intouch as we'd like but we'll never lose touch completely :)
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Amon
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I honestly don't think I can ever lose touch with you girls. Ya'll mean so much to me.
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