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| Topic Started: Nov 5 2009, 06:14 AM (553 Views) | |
| iLuVnArU | Nov 5 2009, 06:14 AM Post #1 |
Candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker
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Fine, god dammit, I'm back. Remember when I had my breakdown because I was too much of a pussy to ask her? Yeah I sorta forgot to tell you guys that I wouldn't come back until I lost my virginity rofl. What a stupid promise. Anyways, so what had happen was... nothing. I did the same stupid shit, I thought I'd learn all by myself and I did... the hard way. I actually forgot it for about a month, until I saw her again out of nowhere. She had to go pick up her sister (who you guys know is my bro's gf) at my house, and I had to give her directions and shit. It was fun, even through the phone, and when I saw her she waved at me and I waved back smiling. Just having a little time with her made me extremely happy. That was the last time I saw her. But as time went by, her sister kept telling stories about her. She told me how they used to smoke weed with their brother in the car and shit. But the best thing she told me was that she lost her virginity at 15. My jaw dropped with a subtle grin, dumfounded by the fact that she pulled off being attractive (well to my standards), popular (she was class president at her school), intelligent (accepted into UCSD), and a bad girl (you know). She was everything I wanted to be. Even though I've only met her thrice, I was in love with her. But I was a fool who lived in anticipation, and I just hoped that she would come unexpectedly again. But time was running out, because she was leaving for San Diego pretty soon. I didn't know when exactly she would leave, but I knew she'd leave at the third week of September. Then, life took a sudden turn for me and her sister told me that she had left on that day, which was much earlier than what I had thought. She just left everyone out of nowhere and took a plane to San Diego with her stuff. After her sister broke the news to me, I couldn't speak for the rest of the night. I just cried myself silently to sleep. As expected, I was heartbroken, but I was much more depressed than when I made my last post on Word. It was so bad, I barely spoke for two days, and people could see it in me. People began to ask if I was okay and asked me what was wrong. Ever since then, I've had guy periods like every Thursday, the day she left and the day I've heard the news. I've coped with the loss, but I still think about her every day. Who's to blame? Me, obviously. I've been wanting so many things but I just never do it. I'm just too afraid of living life and taking risks to achieve my goal. I'm in a cage, and it's about time that I should free myself from this cage. Now that my eyes have been opened, I need to figure out how to get out of this hole. I've gotten off on the wrong foot but I know I can turn this around somehow. More on that later. |
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| iLuVnArU | Nov 5 2009, 06:14 AM Post #2 |
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Meanwhile, second post just for the other stuff and what you’ve actually missed. So besides killing Word, there’s not much I’ve done actually. I’m a year older, hehey! I smoked for the first time, although it was just hookah. A bit disappointed actually, because eating is a better feeling than having just the flavor down your throat. I’d smoke cigs if I wouldn’t get hooked on em, because I know I would and I’d probably regret it in the end. I drank some bitch drinks (Smirnoff Ice rofl). Wasn’t the first time drinking, but the first time deliberately. I wasn’t that drunk but that night, I said some shit to my brother’s girlfriend that I shouldn’t have said or she misunderstood, and she got pissed and ignored me for about 3 weeks. I was a little depressed after because I hate the idea that I’ve hurt someone. After a while, she came back and started talking to me like it never happened, but then we started to talk about shit we’ve never talked about before, like sex, drugs and shit. And every time I fooled around, she would laugh and say ‘You’re funny’. So I had the idea that she was trying to hit on me. I never really liked her so whatever. But ever since she got a new job, she doesn’t come to the house anymore and so I don’t really talk to her anymore. Funny if I went along with it. I’m a senior now. I thought life would be laid back but I was wrong. It’s junior year with college apps. I need to fill college applications this month and I don’t even know my major (and I don’t want to go undeclared). But I’ve made countless mistakes during the past 4 years so I can’t really go anywhere prestigious. So I’m probably just gonna apply for some CSUs (which are good-average), and if I ever wanted to go somewhere prestigious, I’d have to go to community college, which isn’t that bad. Either way, I’ll lose living the dorm life. Btw, this year there are a ton of hot girls in my classes, but they just seem uninterested in relationships/sex. Plus, they’re mostly Chinese, Korean, Burmese, etc., anyone with chinky eyes. Surprisingly, you’ll rarely see chinks and flips together at school. They’re sort of segregated. Flips are usually the jocks and everyone else is second tier or nerds, lol. So my chances of getting with them is slim, simply because I’m a flip. Nonetheless there’s always someone in class to stare at. Now I gotta start playing the eye contact game with them. Winter ball is next month, but I dunno if I should (lol could) go. If I miss out, I’d probably be smoking weed or something (which I haven’t done yet). I’ll probably be hitting on girls by the time prom comes, which matters more. But even then, I’ve started to become uninterested in girls actually. It’s pretty tou Oh yeah, I’m still single and never had a girlfriend, you were lied to. There, that’s what was going on with me, now what did I miss? PS Despite me being a huge faggot during this whole period, I just wanted to say… that I gotta thank you guys for still being there for me when things were just… shit I dunno, hard for me? Whatever, I LOVE YOU GUYS  PSS Sorry for writing so long, you know how I am. PLUS YOU GUYS NEED TO READ MORE MOTHAFUCKAS! Shit, I don’t like reading but people my age can’t still read properly. PSSS in before SEND EMAILS SAYING NARU HAS RETURNED, watch activity increase |
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| iLuVnArU | Nov 5 2009, 06:16 AM Post #3 |
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Oh yeah, time to catch up on posts, but I promise I won't bump old ass shit unless it's relevant. edit this skin is gay and something else I forgot Edited by iLuVnArU, Nov 5 2009, 06:17 AM.
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On our way home, we spoke of many things Are we allowed to make... brand new beginnings? Do we need to know... where the journey starts? On my way home, green are all the lights... | |
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| Shanty | Nov 5 2009, 06:25 AM Post #4 |
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Can't believe you smoked huka with those fucking sand niggers. I'll skin muhktar and ali's egyptian asses! Fuck cigarettes, smoke droll. Drink brandy. I missed ya! I'm going to bed. Tell everyone i made you come back too. |
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| iLuVnArU | Nov 5 2009, 06:31 AM Post #5 |
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Oh yeah I don't hang out with them anymore. |
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On our way home, we spoke of many things Are we allowed to make... brand new beginnings? Do we need to know... where the journey starts? On my way home, green are all the lights... | |
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| Shanty | Nov 5 2009, 06:38 AM Post #6 |
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Thank god. Canon is gonna transfer to thornton too. So did juan. And mariano. And this guy kevin, from oceana. I got 7 guys at thornton. Fuck muhktar, this puerto rican drug dealer, named richie, gets me booze, guns, drugs. Oh and chris is there. The one from football. and mike. |
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| Clint Leastgood | Nov 5 2009, 09:37 AM Post #7 |
Original Pirate Material
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good to see you're as big a faggot as ever welcome back hombre
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Around ere we say birds, not bitches As London Bridge burns down, Brixton's burning up | |
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| Chris | Nov 5 2009, 10:14 AM Post #8 |
>8?o
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I want to hug you right now Naru. |
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| Phil | Nov 5 2009, 10:36 AM Post #9 |
Early mid-life crisis.
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tl;dr right now, but welcome back. <3 |
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| Wobby | Nov 5 2009, 02:07 PM Post #10 |
XxOXoXoXoxXXxOXoXx
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looks like you've been having fun tim congratulations on the first smoke even tho it wasnt weed or a cig |
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| Shanty | Nov 5 2009, 02:49 PM Post #11 |
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what wobby said. |
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| Clint Leastgood | Nov 5 2009, 03:21 PM Post #12 |
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don't start on ciggerettes btw, they're pointless |
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Around ere we say birds, not bitches As London Bridge burns down, Brixton's burning up | |
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| Shanty | Nov 5 2009, 03:36 PM Post #13 |
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They just cause cancer. weed actually treats cancer and has no bad side effects. The safe drug. |
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| Sizzle | Nov 5 2009, 03:48 PM Post #14 |
Not now chief I'm in the fucking zone.
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Theres so much I could say but welcome back. You seem really upset about that girl leaving well then do something about it. It's not the end of the world. Shes just moved away. Idk the background on it I must have missed that post back in the day but geez. Step up. |
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| Chris | Nov 5 2009, 03:59 PM Post #15 |
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>8?o
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bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks |
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